I've noticed a very strong discrepancy in how I present myself to the world
and how I actually feel.
That's not to say I wander around faking that the glass half full... I'm more of a 'kick the fucking glass over before it shatters IN YO' FACE!' kind of person, so I suppose that's consistent. However, I do tend to act cheerful, even if I'm talking about why I'm sad. Because of this, people don't really understand why I sometimes freak out or go into hibernation. They take it personally... which, of course, just makes it worse.
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