Technological Butterflies

... and the Machine

Got Shot?

There's a long back story here I've been working on for a while and will, eventually post... but for now I guess the only important information to know is that I have been getting shots once a month that have caused my emotions to somewhat deaden. I haven't felt passionate about anything but sadness and anger. That's not totally different from everyday Chelsea, I'm often angry and sad, but I normally have extremely high ups as well as downs and feel very passionate about people, places and things. Butterflies in the tummy are common. Food has even bored me, as of late - that's unheard of.

My doctor forgot to order my shot for my last visit, and before he could get it in, I went on vacation for a wedding (congratulations Heidi and Nate! yaaaaaaaaaay!) I am about a week and half, almost two weeks overdue. It's amazing!!! Food is orgasmic, literally. I was embarrassing eating bagel sandwich and mocha latte in Portland, OR over the weekend. Granted, that was a damn good bagel, and you can't get a good bagel in LA, and the coffee up in that Seattle zone is downright sinful... but still, there were moans... MOANS!

Today, I can't wipe the smile off my face and I keep trying to skip around the office. I don't know what to do with this!!!

I drew a picture with hopes of calming down... it didn't work. I can't sit still long enough to really capture the emotion I'm exploding with. I want to get up and jump around and sing and dance and twirl... oooooh yah I really want to twirl. DAMMIT! WHY CAN'T I TWIRL AT WORK!?